Trying to control the chaos

Dragging March 3, 2009

Filed under: Uncategorized — iammandi @ 5:08 pm

I am so tired right now. It’s frustrating to feel so run down all the time. I went to bed at midnight so I can’t say I stayed up late.  I don’t know what’s wrong with me.   I did make it to the gym again today.  I am so pleased to be able to say that I worked out for 40 minutes!!  Yay me!  :D    I spent 20 minutes on the Arc Trainer and 20 minutes on a stationary bike that has the peddles out in front of you.   I met an older guy there last week when I signed up and he was there again today.   We chatted the whole time and boy did it help pass the time!!  I was in and out before I knew it.  I enjoy having someone to talk to, I wish I had a girlfriend to come with me.  Alas, I literally have no friends….  so sad.

I got my math test back today and was disappointed with how I did on it.  I only got an 82.  I made stupid mistakes- that’s usually how things work.  I need to be more careful about my work.  We are starting on word problems next and I DREAD doing them.  I can’t make the problems make sense in my head.  I was beginning to sort of like math but now I am back to feeling extreme dislike.  Stupid math….

I need to go eat and change and leave for school again.  I am so tired….I just want to stay home and crawl into bed.